Its a hair thing

Ok, so I had intended to let my hair be the way God intended it to be...and I did really good for 5 days, but God did give us free will....and I chose to use that by the 6th day. I did like how it looked to an extent, but I just like it better when it's straight. I think maybe it's because I don't like things being messy and it felt like it was messy when it was curly. Or maybe it's just because I really don't know how to fix it when it's curly because I've straightened it for so long. Regardless, I think the change is just out of my scope of ability right now. This was a drastic change for me. I admire people that can go from really long hair to chopping it off for really short hair. If I asked my hair dresser to do that, she would think I was on drugs. I've been going to the same hair dresser for 10 years...she knows that every eight weeks, we are just trimming it up, maybe cutting an inch, but no more than that! I love her for it! Yeah, I know that blow drying and using a flat iron damage my hair, blah, blah, blah. Oh well.....such is life.